Just some thoughts

So, I know that most people get on here just to look at the pictures. My long wordy blogs aren't that interesting. So, don't read it if you dont wanna! lol

So, I have been doing alot of thinking lately. With Jesse gone it leaves me to my own thoughts, and most of the time, I dont really have anyone to talk to them about! I mean I have great friends and family, but most people just dont get me like Jesse does. I do have a weird sense of humor and an odd way of thinking.

What sparked my recent thoughts was just one event. A small insignificant thing. I got my old Bible down off the bookshelf. ( this is not really going to a great religious epifany) It was just a dollar general King James version. Not really the one you read but the one you shove things in and use for reference. So I'm leafing though to look up Genesis 31:49. (which says "May the Lord watch between me and you while we are apart") and out falls this picture of Jesse. One I haven't seen in years. It was from his first deployment ( which looking back seemed so much easier than this one) but when it fell out and I realized what it was, my heart skipped a beat. And I got a SWARM ( not one or two butterflies, but thousands! ) of butterflies in my stomach. In February we will be together for 6 years. It makes my heart so happy that I have been with a man, who still after 6 years, ( past the honeymoon stage) can still give me butterflies! I totally love the fact that he still has that effect on me. that stumbling over your words, act like a retard, butterflies in the stomach, loving being so in love with him effect! Yet still be so comfortable with him that I pick my nose and fart in front of him and tell him all the gross effects of pregnancy! Its just so amazing, and even though I am that totally unlady-like country girl from the sticks he still loves me! lol